Kaoru blinked. She was
staring at a white ceiling. Sunlight danced on the walls,
telling her it was morning.
I wonder what time it is . . . Karen-san must already be
up and making breakfast
. . . Karen . . .!
With a start she sat
up - then gasped as pain shot up her back. Wincing, she
tried to catch her breath.
"Kaoru-dono?" Kenshin
quickly slid the door open and entered. "Don't get up yet.
Megumi-dono said you needed
to stay in bed for awhile. . ."
"Ken. . .shin . . ."
Kaoru murmured as Kenshin helped her lie back down. She
noticed his head was bandaged
and he moved his right arm stiffly. "Are you all
right?"
Kenshin smiled. "I'm
fine. Just a little bruised." His hand lingered in hers, and she
grasped it tightly. ". . .Thank
you."
". . .!" Kenshin looked
surprised, then his face relaxed into a grin. "No need to be."
"What happened?" Kaoru
asked after a pause. "Where are we?"
"At the Aoiya," Kenshin
replied. "They heard about the explosion and Aoshi
somehow figured out we were
here. Then they sent for Megumi-dono. It's been
two days since the explosion,
and an investigation is underway. Smith is alive, but
barely."
"Karen-san!!" Kaoru
suddenly remembered and tried to sit up. Kenshin shook his
head and pushed her down.
"Kaoru-dono. . ."
Kaoru looked up at him,
her eyes wide. "Kenshin, what happened to Karen-san?
And Saitou-san?"
"Saitou's fine. His
ribs are a bit broken, but he's not seriously hurt or anything.
And Karen-dono. . . isn't
dead. But. . ."
Kaoru studied his face.
"She isn't dead. What's after that?"
"She's still unconscious.
They took the bullet out of her, but Megumi-dono says
she's lost too much blood,
and that her body is weak to begin with. Perhaps . . . she
will live, but. . ."
Kaoru felt hot tears
burning in her eyes. "Karen. . .Karen. . ."
Kenshin watched Kaoru
put her hands over her face. Softly he stood up and left
the room. Misao was outside.
She was still mad.
"Why didn't you tell
us, Himura?! You were going to leave Kyoto without visiting us,
weren't you?" she barked.
Kenshin felt his ears ring.
"Oro. . ." he stumbled.
"Sorry, Misao-dono, but we were busy." He walked down
the hall to the room where
Karen was and quietly entered.
Karen was still sleeping.
Next to her Megumi was placing a cloth on her forehead.
She turned at Kenshin's step.
"Ken-san, who is this girl?"
"A friend," Kenshin
replied carefully.
"What sort of girl is
she? This is not the healthy body that a girl her age should
have!" Megumi hissed. "Is
she a hitokiri or what?"
Kenshin nodded, and
Megumi looked startled. "Are you serious, Ken-san?"
"Will she live, Megumi-dono?"
Kenshin said heavily.
"I told you, I don't
know." Megumi turned worried eyes to Karen. "All we can do is
wait and pray." She stood
up and left the room.
Kenshin sat down beside
Karen and looked at her pale face. "She loved you,
Saitou," he said to the shadow
sitting in the corner.
"She's an idiot," Saitou
seemed disturbed not. But Kenshin noticed he wasn't
smoking his usual cigarette.
"She gave her life for
you," he said quietly.
"She's not dead yet,"
Saitou said with a hint of weariness.
The morning sunlight
shone on Karen's face. Her long hair was loose and covered
the pillow that she lay on,
and her red lips were slightly parted as she breathed
shallowly. Kenshin watched
her still face. I can see how Sensei fell in love with
Karen's mother. . .and
how Saitou fell in love with her.
Suddenly Karen stirred
a little bit. Both Kenshin and Saitou started as her
eyelids fluttered. "Mm. .
. Hajime . . .?"
"I'm right here, you
idiot," Saitou answered her. Kenshin stared at him. "Oro. . ."
"Am I . . .alive?" Karen
murmured, her eyes still closed.
"Definitely," Saitou
snorted. Kenshin shook his head and silently left the room.
Karen turned her head
slightly towards Saitou. "Aren't you. . . supposed to be
dead?"
"You got in the way,
remember?" he took out a cigarette.
". . . I did, didn't
. . .I? . . .Too bad . . ." Karen managed a smile. Her eyes weakly
opened. "It would. . . have
been . . .a great chance . . . to see your pride . . .
humbled. . ."
"Then why didn't you
leave it alone?" Saitou snapped, his cigarette in his mouth.
"I'm . . .watching you
. . . losing your . . cool, so I guess that's . . . good enough."
Karen paused for breath in-between
words, her eyes closed again. "You. . . live as
if. . . you don't feel . .
. anything . . . but now . . . you're going to . . . have a feeling
of . . . debt. . ." Karen
slightly laughed, then coughed. "I'll haunt . . . you to make . . .
sure you don't . . . forget
. ."
"You're alive, you can't
haunt me." Saitou lit his cigarette.
"I'm not . . .alive,
I just . . . came back for. . . a moment. . . to make sure . . you
weren't . . . totally ignorant
. . . of your debt . ." Karen's voice grew faint. "Maybe. . .
I should . . . go . . . now.
."
"Shut up!" Saitou snarled,
suddenly leaning over her. "If you really want to see me
humbled, live, damn it! Show
me you're stronger than me!"
Karen laughed again,
her breath coming unevenly, "I'm not . . .strong."
"Then how did you come
this far?" Saitou demanded. "Hiko Karen, you who are
the daughter of one of the
masters of Hiten no Mitsurugi?"
Karen looked faintly
surprised. "Does that mean . . . I'm strong, Saitou Hajime?"
"Not if you die, you
idiot." Saitou's cigarette was on the floor, long forgotten.
"You who dare to call a captain
of the Shinsen Gumi fool. Are you going to let a
bullet kill you?"
Karen slowly raised
her hand and traced the lean outlines of Saitou's face. Saitou
bent down and kissed her fiercely.
Megumi was walking down
the hall with Kenshin. "She's awake, Ken-san?"
"Yes, she woke up a
few minutes ago . . ." Kenshin paused in front of the door.
Suddenly his face turned
red. "Megumi-dono? Why don't we . . . come back a little
later?"
Megumi stared at him.
"Why? Karen-san needs to be treated. Now. She's not in
stable condition, even if
she did -"
Megumi suddenly paused
and cocked her head towards the door. Her hand flew to
her mouth, and she blushed.
"Oh dear . . ."
"Let's go, Megumi-dono.
Kaoru-dono's waiting." Kenshin smiled and led her away.
Kaoru submitted herself
to Megumi's treatment, half listening to her scolding.
She thought of Karen and their
first meeting at the Akabeko.
"Kaoru-dono?" Kenshin
spoke. "Are you thinking of Karen-dono?"
" . . ." Kaoru nodded
her head.
"She's awake now," Kenshin
smiled. Kaoru started.
"She is? Why didn't
you tell me?" she started to stand up.
"No, Kaoru," Megumi
said sternly, pushing her down. "I told you not to move. You
too, Ken-san. You both should
be lying down."
"Karen-san. Is Karen-san
going to live?" Kaoru grabbed Megumi's sleeve.
"Hm," Megumi coughed.
"I'm not sure of her state since I wasn't able to see her
after she woke up. But from
what I can tell she has a will to live, so I suppose with
good care she will."
"?" Kaoru looked puzzled.
"What are you talking about? Why weren't you able to
see her?"
"She wanted to um .
. . be alone with Saitou," Kenshin explained. Kaoru raised an
eyebrow. Megumi shook her
head.
"After she gets well,
I think it would be best for both of you to convince her to
stop doing her line of work.
She is not fit for it."
Kenshin looked down.
"That will be hard . . ."
"It will be impossible,"
said a calm voice from the door.
Kaoru snapped her head.
Karen stood in the doorway.
"Karen-san?" Kaoru said
shakily, standing up. She walked over unsteadily. Karen
grasped her hands. "Kaoru
. . ."
Karen enfolded Kaoru
in her arms as Kaoru started to weep. "Karen . . . Karen . . .
I thought you had died . .
."
"I'm not that easy to
kill," Karen smiled. Suddenly she lurched forward.
"Karen-san!" Kaoru cried
as Saitou steadied her.
"No, I'm all right."
Karen let out a breath.
"No, you're not," Megumi
said sternly. "Karen-san, you must stop this."
"It is my life," Karen
shook her head. Saitou eased her so she could sit. Her face
was white. But her eyes were
determined. "I am a rurouni - that is my destiny. . .
and my happiness."
"Happiness?"
"Happiness is different
for each person." Karen looked Kenshin squarely in the
eye. "Sometimes happiness
lies in living. But sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes
happiness can lie in death.
My own lies in wielding my blade for those who need it.
It lies in wandering down
roads that have no end."
"Karen-san. . ." Kaoru
wiped her tears.
"Kaoru-san . . . no
one has accepted me like you and your comrades have." Karen
put her slender hand on Kaoru's
cheek. "But I must go my path."
It was a week after the
explosion had occurred, and the friends were gathered
to see Karen off.
"Everything has been
settled, and Smith is in jail - or will be once he gets out of
the hospital," Karen told
them. "It seems he bought the land from Raukoji-san for
a song, and in exchange he
promised to get rid of those against developement."
"Why did he try to kill
Saitou?" Sanosuke asked.
"He planned to make
it look as if Malberry had killed Hajime and Hajime had
killed Malberry, and that
the rest of us has been caught in the explosion. He
wanted to kill Hajime for
certain, since he was the only one among us that was
officially working for the
government. He was very cunning. And I'm afraid he
won't be the last. But I assure
you, Kaoru-san, no one will come near your land
again. Hajime has seen to
it that it has been put under specialy protection." She
stopped, and there was a moment
of silence.
"Take care, Lady Samurai."
Sanosuke waved his hand.
"Good-bye, Sanosuke,"
Karen grinned. "I wanted to have a chance to entertain
you oiran-style, but too bad."
Sanosuke chuckled.
"We'll miss your cooking,"
Yahiko whispered, glancing at Kaoru fearfully. Karen
laughed.
Kaoru bit her lip as
Karen turned to her. They embraced.
". . . You will visit
sometime?" Kaoru sniffled.
Karen smiled a little.
"I am a rurouni, Kaoru-san. I follow the wind and the
stream. But I am sure one
day they will blow this way again."
Karen looked at Kenshin
last. "Farewell - Rurouni who wields the sakabatou."
Kenshin's eyes reflected
her own. "Farewell - Beautiful shadow of Hiten no
Mitsurugi."
Karen turned, a gentle
breeze tousling her black tresses. The sunlight sparkled
on the path she trod as she
walked, and the wind that blew behind her held the
first scent of autumn.